Thoughts of the Day

I don't have too much time to write because Ean will be back soon. So this will be short and sweet I suppose.

I have a few more days till I can see Brad. I can't wait! I'm dying to kiss him, dying to touch him, dying to feel his strong hands in my hair as he pulls my long blonde hair and guides me down to his sweet cock. I so love having sex with Brad. There is nothing like it on the planent. He makes me feel things no man ever has.

I know Ean would be so hurt if he knew the way I felt about Brad but it isn't because Ean isn't great. Ean is great and Ean does things for me that no man ever has and I love and appreciate him for those things.

I really never meant to cheat on Ean. I woudln't cheat on him excpet that I am still also in love with Brad. I tried to walk away but I just couldn't. My soul screams out for him. He is very much a part of me. It's a fine mess I've gotten myself into isn't it?!!

I spent the morning chatting with Brad online. He was writing me all kinds of slutty things while I was at work. I had all I could do not to squirm around in my chair. This only has aided in making me a walking lustful mess! Right now as we speak Ean and I are emailing back and forth. His emails are slightly sexual in nature and quite playful. He'll be coming back in a few minutes to finsih what he's started. I love what both of these men bring to me. As wrong as it may be I'm very very happy with the two of them, very very happy!